the surgeon was a butcher

by uncertain

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Stephen Terrones Truly inspired. The anguish is palpable. Uncertain has leveled up. Favorite track: part two - the scream of my lost child everynight.
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Moratorium_Flux cassette tape release coming


ritual isolationism in an insect hospital
medical malpractice inspirational musick
epileptic visions for a greater trauma

this album was recorded a day or so over traumatic events dealing with medical malpractice and sorrow

it is comprised of recordings of myself sobbing and two recordings of live improvisation in studio, as this will be a continuing series

I had recordings of myself in the hospital, trying catch incidences of conversations and unsettling yells and such. I accidentally deleted these

During hours of medication withdrawal, I had a vision of Ganesh as a white deer crowned and enthroned with Gold. He had a strange head for a deer, and the trunk was replaced by a Serpent. I would suppose this was referencing the Biblical-era myth of the breath of the deer being able to draw out a Serpent from its hole

this is an album dedicated to malpractice, trauma, and despair


released July 5, 2017

Florian-Ayala Fauna - Vocals, Ritual instruments, zither, deer bones, fur, and antlers

live sessions were later processed and remixed in Ableton




uncertain Buffalo, New York


uncertain is a music project started by artist, composer, poet, occultist, and androgyne Florian-Ayala Fauna in the WinterSolstice of 2007.

She is accompanied in most recordings by her husband Felix Keigh (Frater .'. Shu'al) on vocals. Other guest members are involved primarily live.

We are represented by Wraith Productions.
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